this is so weird

save for moving down my furniture and my once-a-week commitment at work, i have nothing to do. noooooothing. i don't know what to do with myself.

i got my tickets to the philadelphia show today. i have always wanted to go see trent on my birthday! i wish new york were tomorrow and not in practically a month!

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ok, i stole this from xavier. i'd put this behind a cut, but this is very difficult to do on blogger. i miss my livejournal. :(


Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
yes

Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
umm.... sort of. they told me they don't plan to not be with me later on.

Has anyone ever told you they are in love with you?
yes

What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
coworker. he always sends me the most random messages... but they're fun.

What are your plans for today?
hopefully completely moving out of the apartment. exciting.

Where was your default taken?
this isn't myspace

Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married,or engaged?
involved

Do you have a flip or slide phone?
nope. crackberry. as if i wasn't obsessed enough, now they gave me a camera so i can send people emails with random pictures attached.

Have you ever played games/hard to get?
not to be cute. i just wasn't sure that i wanted to get into it.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
not in a romantic situation

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
there has been some drama but i don't really know the answer to that question.

Who do you hate?
he knows who he is

What is your relationship with the last person you kissed?
we're in one

Do you wish someone would call you right now?
nope. i seldom wish people would call me. generally, i hate the phone. there are only a handful of people i like talking to. or have liked talking to. i don't really talk to a couple of them anymore so that really only leaves like, two.

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
i feel so sorry for anyone who doesn't. but yes, i do. mountains of them. i just cleaned out the trunk of my car (this is a HUGE deal: i packed all my favorite memories into it back when we had to evacuate the house due to the wildfires... the first time, in 2003) and i found this box full of stupid notes from high school. mostly from like, katie, mazen and jonathon. i forgot about so much stuff that used to be so hilarious. i miss everyone. i hate getting old. people laugh less when they get older. they're all mature and shit.

Do you find piercings attractive?
not in themselves. sometimes people look attractive with piercings, but i highly doubt it's because of the piercings.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
oh i plan on it.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
christina found out that i said her louis vuitton was fake and was really offended. i stand by my evaluation... and i also can't believe i was involved in an argument over the authenticity of a purse.

Do you miss someone?
so fucking much. i can't believe how different things are today from how they were when i was starting college. i made a lot of poor decisions and other people... well, other people change.

Do you bite your fingernails?
nope. there's nothing to bite. i clip them obsessively.

Are you hungry?
nope.

Does anyone call you babe?
just michael when he's kidding around.



What was the highlight of this week or what will be?
probably phantom of the opera on wednesday. it'll be good.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
um, i hugged peekers.

What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
routine check up

Who will you see the most this weekend besides family?
i really don't know. coworkers?

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
i don't see why not. it's been almost 4 years so i don't think things will be changing anytime soon.

Do you drink tea?
not as much as when i was working for prof tom. he always made it for me and had a fantastic selection. at home i do not have someone to make it for me nor do i have a fantastic selection so i don't drink as much of it.

Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have?
oh yes.

What's the number one thing you want/need in life right now?
to pay off my school loan. that thing haunts me at least once a day.

Have you ever in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trust?
yes

How late did you stay up last night and why?
4 am... because i was reading.

Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
like.... prison? no.

What was on your mind mostly today?
different things at different times. no dominating topic.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine

Where is the next place you will travel to?
probably la



Have you cried today at all?
nope

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
zzz

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
getting married... i don't think it's something i need but it's not something i'm going to rule out. but kids... i really don't see that one happening.

What is your favorite color?
pink and black.

What was the last thing you bought?
golden spoon.

Do you like to eat ice?
only when i'm done drinking whatever i'm drinking. but you know who loves to eat ice? my dog. i'm going to post a video of her with an ice cube. you would thing it's the most delicious thing ever.

Are you happy?
uh... i'm too frazzled right now to really be happy.

Would you rather have a baby boy or girl?
a baby girl... dog. the way boy dogs pee freaks me out.

Do you like Redbull?
i tried it once, years ago, and it was so unbelievably gross. and because of that i won't try any energy drinks. there's always coffee.

Do you drink regular or diet sodas?
diet... but i really want to cut soda out altogether.

Would you rather eat your pizza cold or hot?
depends on the pizza. some taste better hot and others taste better cold.

What are you doing tomorrow?
.

What was the last thing you heard?
i'm listening to leonard cohen while i do this survey.

When is the last time you wore a dress?
today

Do you blow dry your hair?
not usually. my hair is a mess when i let it dry naturally but it's a straight up disaster when i blow dry it. god i hate my fucking hair. >:O i want to cut it so badly but i keep hesitating because it took sooooo long to grow it this long and i don't want to regret the decision. but i always like my hair when i chop it off. it's so much easier to manage.

Last restaurant you went to?
applebees :( i think most chain restaurants are gross... but i think chain restaurants that serve american food are particularly gross. noelle wanted to go because she was having dreams of cheese sticks. ... just give me sushi. or that weird clay pot thing at taste of thai. mmm. seriously, it's this pot full of glass noodles and vegetables with like, ginger and sesame and stuff. it's the best. ...how someone could prefer grilled cheese and cheese sticks to that is mysterious to me.

Do you believe in karma?
i definitely think that if you're a big enough asshole, it'll come back to haunt you.

How many days until your next birthday?
24.

How many kids do you want to have?
0

What are you wearing right now?
my very old, very tattered twiggy ramirez shirt.

Have you had the chicken pox?
twice.

Last person to lay in your bed other than you?
my sister

What's your favorite number?
5

What is the background on your cell phone?
peek